i wont praise u anymore luh ok! later u shiok sendiri, kembang sendiri & bangga sendiri.. whakakakaka!! *no offence ok!* hee..

ok nothing to blog about. & btw, aku tk sabar siol utk bsk! bigggg day yaw! hurhur!

kk dats all.. 6 more days!baaahh!
happy like toad!
agagagaga!

*iFmY, bastard!*

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
woahhh! so long ehk didnt update. heh!
k ppl, i loooooooooooove 2008 luh kan! fuuuhhh, awesome! im happy now. unlike 2007. it was fucking heart pain lor! all the spasm ppl appear in my life. like fuck! dun mind the vulgarities hokay! tet.
kk my beautiful friend, nadia has turned 18 & my awesome cuzzie, hafizah has turned 19. cool or wat? eh, wait another 11 more days ok if u people wanna go clubbing or mana-mana yg legal at 18 ok! *chey, macam pahamm*

ouh, on the 17 was great baby! i love ur new haircut. baaah. hot siol! da tk rimas lagi! andandand, u've made my day luh kan. tk touching pe member turon tamp sampai 2am? hurhur. mane mau dpt. *bastard, tkmo kembang hokay* and i've learned a lot from u, bastard! like wat u've said, "i shld appear in ur life earlier luh kan". heh! yeah, u shld dude! but nvm.

btw farah, next time amcm? double date kahpe?! bahahaha!

k enough luh kan.. im working morning shift tmr ppl. need to go to lala land now. bleagh!

au revoir!
mwah!

btw, 11 more days to go!
u noe,i noe luh kan.. hee!

this is crazy luh kan.. whats the truth actually? haiyoo~ im so confused luh.. ishk! ok, sch starting soon.. & it will be very hectic luh.. kk ppl..

2007, a bad bad year luh i must say! it is so sickening! sooooo many sorrows.. it can raise u up very very high and can make u drop till u were broken into pieces! dang bullshit!

watever it is, im looking forward to 2008. i hope 2008 will be better luhh.. much much better ok! hurhur!

ok people, 1 more month to gooooo... weee~~~

enough luh ok. no one told me about it & i didnt believe in wat ppl say. i knew it for myself! fyi, im not stupid ok! btw, saper yg action skg? haishh.. watever luh ok.. aslkan kau bahagia luh ok!
[bersabar jek aku]

guys are jerk to a certain extend. wat do u guys actually want? tell the truth luh ok. be frank. im COOL with it! ok, enough hurt. fullstop.

give me happiness puh-lease!

au revoir!

"asl da lamer tk kol?"

i was stunt luh kan.. ape motive? u tink im like any other gerl is it? wth!

k luh dats it!

BOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!

NOW i understand y sum girls prefer to b lesbian.. [no offence ehk]

life has been unfair to me.. one after another.
my heart have a deeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp wound luh sey.
peeps dun bother to ask y.
one mcm babi, one MIA tk tentu psl and the other one haiyooo.. dun talk about it luh!
boy, now den i understand y u said make dis as "UR FIRST AND THE LAST"...
haishhhh

mayb dis is the retribution i get. but y terok like dis sia..
i must say 2007 is not a good year for me.
im looking forward for 2008.. yeahh..

to dis 3 person dat i've known... if u happen to read dis, i would like to tank u for all the beautiful n memorable moments and also tank u for the wound that u've made.. and hopefully, i could become a stronger person.. insyallah!

*i may be smiling all day long,laughing all my heart out but deep inside,it was hurting badly..*

ok, today is my mummy bdae!

so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna RUN! run far far away from reality! i wanna hide myself from everyone! ok, i need at least 4 weeks break from work, school, everyone & everything bad! argh! i cannot tahan already lor! too tired to entertain all this fcuking nonsense luh! make my life miserable seyyyyy! bluekz! *kickass*


My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel


This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry ~~

so, do u ppl understand how i feel like now?!
chett! the feeling is so-tk-gerek luh!

btw,last fri was a disaster luh!fugg! im looking forward for dis fri yaw..
hopefully it will be awesome!
how i wish every fri was like that fri seyy!
it was so gerek luh! happy like a toad sia!
wee~~

okok.. peace!

*eh bdk, mane kau menghilang? aku tendang kau baru tau!hrmph!*

23 November 2007

was an awesome day for me.. i never felt such happiness like dis! i've been waiting for it to come.. it was like WOW! only god noes how it feel like sia.. words cant describe this happiness sey!

ok, i went to east coast... and all the smiles starts from there!
WeEeEeE~~~~~~

k enough! too happy already lor!

& i fucking miss u sia!!! fuggg!!!


i hope u will be the first & the last.. =DDD

mwah!toodles!au revoir!

BONJOUR!

HEY ppl..

firstly, i would like to apologise to you, you, you and you coz i've been extreme bz lately & couldnt be there for the precious moments with you babes! im SO SORRY la kan.. btw HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to ZAKIAH & ALLY! sowie for not being there to celebrate korg nye bdae ok! hope you pretty babes could understand yaw.. =DDD.


okay, im going to start a fresh... forget bout the past & those jerks who appear in my life.. fuggg! hopefully, history dun repeats ya... insyallah..

EH, i miss you luh seyy!!!! yes, you! i miss you.. :P

ok, till here.. see ya soon.. mwahh!!!

toodles.

[eh, gerek tk biler kwn aku coloured ko? hah! im not stupid like wat u think though.. grow up kid!]

BoOoO..!! im back!
ok, i've bought the sony ericsson W580i..(syira, tkmo jealous ehk..haha) & now, i missed my Nokia 6280.. puck!

ok, a lot of things had happened dis few days.. bad things luhh ok..

& now, im SICK luhh ok! shit.. sore throat, cough, flu & headaches! shito!

sowie peeps(4H) i cant join korg 4 jln rayer nari.. really2 sowie ok!

i feel like quiting my jobb and lari to mac.. huahahha... tkle tahan seyy.. tired siaowsss.. every day balik kul 12am++.. bole mati siakk gini mcm.. ishk!

k luhh.. dats all luh ok.. pening uh.. hahaii..

*shld i wait? or jus move on? hmmm...

BYE!

HARI RAYER WAS AWESOME.. the part where i get to see the cousins..
i had a new haircut for hari rayer. & perky brown contact lenses..

hehe..some say that im very the semangat for dis year's hari rayer.. hmmm.. not so luh actually..

ok, i jus love october! hahah.. i dunnoe y luh.. dun ask.. wee~

- slept in during lecture on the first day of sch (the first time sleeping during class, FYI) haha.. kental luhh..

- had french class on thurs, 18 oct. gerek luh seyyy.. but the teacher is a flirt! ishk! miang nk mampos uh i tell u.. he's an ang moh..

- another ang moh teacher teaches me interactive media and web design.. he was so HOT luh! HOT HOT HEAT! but then, im not so into him like makcik ally! hahaha!!

- my hp da nazak.. tgh tunggu mase untuk mati.. which means, i need a new hp.. targetting sony ericsson W580i..

k thats all peeps!

p.s: i'll mark today as my remarkable dayyy... =)

[happy like a toad]

new haircut + contact lens for rayer!

my family

amcm? sweet pe! hahahah!

wee~!! i've bought my shoe n bag for hari rayer jus now.. nadia n cuzzie fiza did the choosing for me.. hee.. =)
btw gerls, u confirm it suits me? confirm nice not? haha..
went to far east plaza.. after i did my shopping, nadia went to the salon to curl her hair.. nice sey! fuuuhhhh.. lawa giler!
while waiting for nadia, me and fizaa go and meet dahlia at taka.. window shop awhile den send her to the taxi stand..
me & fiza went to lucky plaza.. cari perfume babehh..
& ujan lebat la.. ape lagi, kuyopp...ishk!

blablabla

den headed to changi airport terminal one to have our meal at popeye's..wahhhh sedapp giler! & that moment of time, kite tiga tgh kebulur! tk mkn.. mcm org puase.. padahal tiga2 tk puase.. btw, ally did join us at popeye's.. kecoh siaowss... haha..

den naik bas 27 balikk.. dlm bas pon kecohh.. amik gambar la.itu la. ini la. haha.. kate pompan mahh..

k la.. dats all.. & i havent cut my hair! dangs! deres few more need to be done.. & i got onli fri left! fcukingshit! haiyoyoyo..

k ppl..toodles..mwah!

*btw, i'll be learning french next semester! =)

now, i found my job really boring! puck! i cant deny it was an easy jobb... ok, u jus imagine.. me, waiting 4 calls.. den repeat the same thing all over again..

"Gd afternoon. tank u for calling. how can i assist u wif ur KFC order?"
blablabla
"thank u for ordering. have a nice day. enjoy ur meal. bye."

Can u imagine how boring it is?! haishh... but it will be fun if the person sitting next to me likes to talk a lot wif me.. haha..

ok. today is my off day.[5.10.2007] hah! at last free from work! hehe.. went to suntec wif farah.. haha.. klw da p suntec tu, paham2 je la eh.. aku beli donut uh ape lagi.. hahaii..
imma Donut Freak!hahaha... donut factory rock my panties sia.. haha.. k watever!

tmr [6.10.2007] im working morning shift.. 11am to 5pm.. den after dat i wanna find shoe n bag for hari raya.. hahaii.. nadia, hopefully u can make yaw..hehe..

ok la..dats all peeps..toodles!mwah!

ok, i've bought my hari raya outfit! yeay!!
but still, a lot more need to buy and need to be done!

*new heels
*new bag
*haircut
*accessories
*coloured contact lenses [i want it brown]
*eyebrow threading

& many more la!!
ishk! kecoh siaows!

at first, im not very semangat bout dis year's hari rayer.. but den somehow i got the mood la seyy... *suatu hari di hari raya....*
12 more days to HARI RAYA!!
wahhh..!!time flies really fast ya..OMG!!!
ok babes! come follow me SHOPPING!!! woo~
beep me yaw...BUT do remember, imma bz woman..im working larh!
so, i can only go shopping on my off day ok? or on the days wen im having my afternoon shift ok ladies?hahahah...
anything jus BEEP me ok! jus press those buttons..hahaii..mcm pahamm siaows aku..kk b4 i start my crap, i'll stop here..

taking care! toodles..!!mwah!!

buka luar wif the 4H babes and dudes was AWESOME... but the sad thing is dat some were bz and could not join us.. haishh.. *sobsob*

haha.. we went to break-fast at magic wok.. the food was delicious la seyy.. SEDAPP!! power giler... the baby squid uh..walaooo... HOT HOT HEAT la seyy.. ahaha..

we did camwhoring after we break-fast.. gerek! but ain could not join in e fun as she needs to meet her BF at payar lebarr.. biase jgk nk jln kat geylangg..hahaiii..after which, faritz came down and join us at marina's mac...chill down awhile den headed home..

ok, not much la actuallyy...

& btw, i've taken the customers order already la seyy..it was extremely FUN! could see mcm2 karena mepek from the customers..haha..mcm2 perangai siaows..hehe

ok la..here's some pic for u to see.ENJOYS..toodles..taking care..mwahh!!

sorry babes for not updating my blog dat often..
imma bz woman now..haha..MCM PAHAMM..ok
quite bz la..im now working u see..fyi, im working as a call operator under KFC..the job was fun la..hahaii..now im having the training..tmr will be the try out..whereby i will be taking orders!!OMG!!im so nervous and at e same time excited siaows..

ok, i need some help from u babes..
regarding my hari rayer outfit..hehe..could u pls suggest me wat outfit should i buy?haha...im out of ideas siaows..dunnoe wat to wear..& all the design at geylang was like e same as last year!my god!pathetic!ok nvm...if u ppl came across any outfit that suits me, do take the pic of that outfit and show it to me ok?by dis saturday can?hahaii..

ok, i'll be meeting 4H dudes and dudettes tmr..break-fast together yaw...so, u u peeps at city hall control staion at 6 pm ok?GO!!

ok that all darling..taking care..toodles..mwahh!!

on the 21st, went to eunos..the job thingy..did some discussion..about e appointment thingy..den headed to t.m...salwa bought her perfumes at body shop..den went to pasir ris..me and salwa walked to pasir ris..yepp..we WALKED!!bloddy tired la seyy...after dat at arnd 5.45pm, took the bus back to tamp..went to my grandma's house..break-fast dere..pizza hut woo~~..hehe..at 8.15pm, buzz off to tamp mrt control staion...met farah..den headed up to bugis..bought a top..den met some friends along..den went to geylang together..geylang skg mendak la sey...and ramai org..i was sweating badly..mane tk nye.i wore long sleeve babe...
den bro GF,syira, called me..
syira: wei zilla..ko nk keje tk?
me: keje ape?
syira: call operator..one hour $4..at toa payoh..under pizza hut.
me: ermm..mcm menarik ehk?call u back later..
toooooooottttt......
so ya..i thought of taking up dta job..coz e current job dat im having now is so-e-very-e-troublesome...we need to find customer..and our salary is based on e amount of products we sold..like commission..so, very leceh rite?

so ya...i tink i will go to the interview dis mondayy...wee~

btw babes...PLS do the FRIEND TEST ok?
tank u so much...
k dats about it...taking care..mwah!!

unexpected things happen dis few days...the person pop-ed up again..hahai..[make me go gaga, again]
ally called me dis afternoon..ingtkan ape..something serious or wat...chett..she missed me la seyy..hahai..sampai terbawakk mimpi..LOL..haha...i've been missed by some ppl yaw..haha..soo sweet of u ppl..ingt jgk korg kat aku yer.. :P..[bangga 2 min]
ok, need to go down to eunos tmr..at 11 am..dang!ape lagi la ehh..leceh btolll...puck!

ok,to bdk2 2E,im sowie if im not be able to join u guys dis sat..im really sowie..

to 4H, confirm on thurs, 27th sept?..update aku asap ok?!GO~

& to all, bye..see ya arnd..taking care..mwah!

hey babes, i passed all my modules la seyy..!!![alhamdulilahh]but, pass wif low gpa..so how?hahai...nampaknye aku masok uneverstudy uh ok?hoho..

To budak2 4H, biler mau buka luar together?cpt uh plan ok? aku windu korg siaows...

To budak2 2E, see u peeps on e 22nd ok?GO..!!

To the cuzzie, ally and nadia, korg pls book a date ok?

To budak2 poly, cpt2 book a date jgk ok?haha..

mcm bz woman siak aku...mcm pahammmm..

& i miss u all la ok!!!

k ppl, itu sajer...bye..taking care mwahh!!