hello ppl..sch reopen already yaw..n i dun like it laa..tired man..byw last sundae, my nenek sedare passed away...haish..sooo sad seyy..another person leaves me...i've been losing soo many ppl lately..haish...sadd sia..

ok2..dun talk about it man..k i passed my ITB test la seyyy..i got 63%..hehe...im soo surprised la..coz i didnt really study 4 e test lahh..haha..lucky me..hohohooo..

k la ppl..dats all la can?lazy la...bye...

taking care...

imissyoularhseyy...

hello...jus reached home from my class bbq pit..kinda tired now..e gathering was quite fun laa...not all can make it seyy..haish..sadd..

k deres a lot of food la seyy...but e most syiok part is e marshmellow laa!!wen u bbq it..it was like wahhhh...so nice!!!haha

deres a lot of leftover food too..i brought home some..hehe..otak2 n satay..hahah..cool..

managed to take e last bus to tamp interchange...BUT!!need to walk home from tamp interchange laaaa....so tiring man...n later im going to batam again...n dis time going wif my parents...urgh!!damn damn tired la seyyy...can someone massage my legs pls?

k la..till here..i need e rest ok....

bye..muackz!!taking care..

argh!!!i cant wait any longer 4 spf 4H 2006 class gathering!!it would be a blast seyyy..a lot of catching up...missing each other so much laaa.....

alrite 4H....meet u at Pasir Ris Pit No.12..alrite...

c ya soonnn hunney...muackz!!takin care....

haish...deres sooo much things happen to me dis month...sickening sia..haish...lotsa probs man...can u give me a break...argh!!i cant take it la...gosh!..someone help me pls!!

k..life have to move on...yeah...have to lor...haish..im sooo damn confused wif my life sia...ishk!i dunnoe la..watever la...

k ppl...my mind was in a mess ya..sowie..update again soon..bye

ok...met nurin, ain and zakiah at tamp mac cafe todae..discuss about e bbq pit.haha..sowie gerls...im late..haha..sowie..ok.im reali2 looking forward 4 dis pit sia..it have been a loong time i didnt meet my 4H mate.huhu..miss u guys laaa...

ok..to my dear nurin, b strong gerl...ade hikmah di sebalik sume nie..k gerl?anything jus beep me...i can b ur listening ear.. :)..

k..i'll be bringing water dispenser thingy dis fri..yeah...fuyoo..im excited already laaa...hahah..k ppl..dats all..bye..muackz!!

hey peeps...im back!!huahaha..ok..went to batam wif atika...didnt have e time to shop seyy...nvm..im going dere again next week..hehe..ok..i did my hair at batam..damn cheap sia...i did rebornding and highlighting my hair..haha...deres a view of e new me..hehe..k ppl..tag, tag, tag ya..bubye ppl...taking care muakz!

hey ppl...went out wif boifie buy sum stuff 4 tmr..going batam mah..haha..den go nenek house eat..free food..fuyoo..nice seyy..den go home...at arnd 6.30pm met farah...chit chat...den meet my neighbour,mastura, chit chat, smoke, dadeda...haha..den go home..hehe..i havent pack my beg yet ok..haiyoh...

k atika,tmr 8.20am at outram platform..dun be late...

k ppl..take note..

i'll update again after i come back from my holiday...weeeeeeeeee


do miss me ya...


bye ppl...muackz!!taking care......!!!!!!!!

went out wif my childhood frend, Mastura..quite gerek la seyy...haha..we matau buy rokok..hahai...den lepakingz kat bawa blk jap..ok..she knew my BIG secret n i knew hers too..hehe..mas, dunnot tell e others ok??i trust u bitch!!haha..k den go my house...she did a makeover 4 me la seyy..make-up my face..haha...very nice ok..huhu...mas, u can b a make up artist man one dae..

den after dat i went 2 my granny house...den meet boyfie at interchange...walk home together...yeah...


dats all 4 todae..i noe its kinda boring to u guys...but it was fun to me la seyyy!!!huhu

k bye ppl..muackz!!taking care..

hey boy, y must u give me high hopes in e 1st place??

i can b ur frend if u need one..i can accompany u if u need it..but y must u lie to me?y must u hurt my feelings??haish...wat did i do wrong to u?

now, because of u, i started smoking back!!i wish i could turn back time la seyy!!!

k watever...to my dear 4H gerlfrends....do not worry too much 4 me ok?i'll be fine!!wee...bile nk jumpe??aku miss korg la !!!!

k2 pape beep..muakz!!syg korg la can?!?!

i may b a nice gerl to u..i may look weak...but get dis boy,i will not let u go easily if u hurt me...i'll make sure u suffer...dun think dat all gerls r weak...u may toyed other gerls' feelings but not mine...get this straight, i might make u have no-fathers'-day...u get wat i mean??yeah..so dun mess around wif me...i wont disturb u animore after u get e retribution from me...so, be prepared boy..."ko jgn ingat aku lemah la sia...aku make sure muke ko pecah bodoh!!!"


k ppl...i was damn angry ya now!!!!k bye.....

hey, it takes time...dun force me can??

i myself dunnoe wat i really wan...dis feeling of mine jus cant change...y i still like him??y??

k watever la..jus dun force me...okie??love comes naturally...

k its nonsense and watever thingy la...im still young...let me have my freedom pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been awhile i didnt update my blog..haha..been bz lately...tests, projects,relationship, frends and many more la...ishk!!

me wif my on-off relationship lately...haiyoh..
get 2 noe dis someone..get busted ya...its really hurt mind u..
so far passed all my tests...
tanks atika 4 helping me all dis while...

Its not e value,its e feeling...the value may b rich but the feeling is cheap..atika u noe dis..*winks*


* my feelings towards u might change...how am i supposed to love u wen i didnt love myself??i have to love myself b4 loving u..hope u understand...do not force me...

to dat someone, u have cheated my feelings..its un forgetable..do remember, u will get ur retribution...mayb not from me but from others...

boys, do realise ur mistakes..and change 4 e better..dont repeat it!!

alrite ppl..dats all..do tag ya..bye..muackz!!

hey..i feel like quiting school sia...i jus hate my course..but i like my class..hehe..ok going to woodlands later..do Mr Gary project..web design..hahaha..wat e hell sia..okie...now left e project n c.matha assignment...STUDY: e-marketing and It 4 biz...haiyo!!!malas babe!!hahaha...

ok la...nothing much to post todae..yeah..bye..tc.muakz!!
[tanks 4 making me smile..(=]



Lotsa luv,

Nazilla

to my dearest ain,

i hope u r reading dis...

stay strong gerl..im always here 4 u..i do care 4 u...we all care 4 u..u can talk to me if u need a listening ear...i know how u feel...its not easy to face such situation now...but STAY STRONG..i noe u r a strong gerl..doa banyak2...insyallah everything will be fine...yeah..so smile always....peace........ (:


lotsa luv,

Nazilla